DISAPPEAR

Thoughts swirl in an unending torrent… no beginning and no end
I feel lost and alone, trapped in the darkness of my mind
Every choice, every decision, every action seems to point to failure
What is the point of my life? What good have I done?
Is anyone better for my existence?
Would they be better off without me?
The smallest task is overwhelming,
the simplest conversation too much to bear
I want my life to mean something, yet I fear that it is pointless…
Is there any hope for me? I feel so alone…
Will anybody notice…
… if I just disappear?